I swear! I Miss You :'(

Assalamualaikum for those who reading this entry. First, I'm sorry been busy lately. Okay go back to the tiltle. Deep inside my heart, I know I miss you. And sometimes it change to hate you. I don't know why and I don't want to know why. Forgive me :'( I wish that I could cry. Yes now I am. Sometimes I'm going down because of you. I miss you, badly! Now, I try to smile even I know that I can't. Sorry for all my mistake and sorry because I'm hurting you. I know why you're away from me now. Nevermind, I'm okay. Thanks for all your kindness to me. I'll remember all what you've done to me. Okay? Now we're friend. And always it be. Thanks Uncle :')